Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 13
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Gavin DeGraw.
A/N 2: I hope the nicknames at the beginning won't make you too confused but it's only for a short while.

Previously

( I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn. Am I the only one to notice? I can’t be the only one who’s learned. I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately. All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody. I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be. I don’t want to be anything other than me. )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 12
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Mika

Previously

( Wake up in the morning, Stumble on my life. Can't get no love without sacrifice. If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well. Mmm a little bit of heaven, But a little bit of hell )

Kinda short but it's here!


Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 11
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song with Linkin Park

Previously

( I've taken my beating. I've shared what I made. I'm strong on the surface, Not all the way through. I've never been perfect But neither have you )

*Waves*
Hi!

I know I´ve been absent but school has been overwhelming this semester.
And I'm finally home so I will have more time to write!
YaY!

However, my laptop, with all my notes, is currently powerless so I'm waiting for a new powercord which should arrive on Monday.

So a new chapter of Borrowed Heaven should be here on Tuesday at the latest.
and should be updated more often after that.

Hopefully you'll all forgive me!

Happy Holidays!

ToniCat

Tonight Smallville totally blew my mind!

( TINY SPOILERS )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 10
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song with Kate Voegele

Previously

( One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out I’m only fooling myself. Oh - But maybe when you smile It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now )

All my videos in one place!

( So take a sneak behind the cut )

Sorry it's been so long.
Had some trouble transferring schools and then a small Writer's block popped up..
Hopefully it's gone now..
This chapter is kinda short but..
What's a girl to do...

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 9
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: I'm pretty much gonna start messing up the canon timeline.
*Smiles*
A/N 2: Song with Martina Sorbara

Previously

( He said Take off your clothes for me, I've got a dirty fantasy. Your body's generosity could really be of use to be. Naturally I said, Certainly )

Title:He's Ordinary
Pairing: D/A
Basic Plot: Doyle died. Angel mourned. Doyle comes back but Angel can't let go of the past.

( Watch it here! )

I didn't forget!

And I just wanted to let you all know that I'm done with the D/A video, however, my college's new firewall prevents me from uploading and posting on Youtube.com.

This means that all of you have to wait until next Friday when I'm home...

Here's info though!

Title:He's Ordinary
Pairing: D/A
Basic Plot: Doyle died. Angel mourned. Doyle comes back but Angel can't let go of the past.

Check back on Friday!

Without giving it away..

I've waited 6 yrs for this day!

Can we all say YaY!


( Spoliers ahead.... )

So I was going to make a Doyle/Angel vid but...
I can't resist my boys!

( So here's a Spander one... )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 8
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: I'm pretty much gonna start messing up the canon timeline.
*Smiles*

Previously

( You used to captivate me By your resonating life. Now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me. These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real. There's just too much that time cannot erase. )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 7
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: I'm pretty much gonna start messing up the canon timeline.
*Smiles*
A/N 2: I moved up the OMWF-ep a little and broke it up in 3 parts, this is the first part.
A/N 3: The X/S Duet is by Jesse McCartney (Beautiful soul) and in my head it's slooooow... so pretend it's slower!
Previously

( I touch the fire and it freezes me.I died. I look into it and it's black.So many years ago. This isn't real. You can make me. But I just wanna feel. feel. Where do we go from here? )

So I made another video..
This is a Xangel one.. (Suki and Ame are bad influences)
Music is Rain with Patty Griffin..
Hope you like it!
( Read more... )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 6
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: A Xander gives his life for Dawn instead of Buffy- story.
Song by Ryan Cabera.
Previously

( Today's chasing me around. I go crazy when you're outside of my world. When you're outside of my world. No sounds singing me to sleep. I don't want the room to breathe. Just be with me... Just be with me. I feel 40 kinds of sadness when you're gone. )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 5
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: A Xander gives his life for Dawn instead of Buffy- story.
Song by Nickelback.
Previously

( And why weren't we able. To see the signs that we missed. And try to turn the tables. I wish you'd unclench your fists. And unpack your suitcase. Lately there's been too much of this. But don't think it's too late. )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 4
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: A Xander gives his life for Dawn instead of Buffy- story.
Song by Kelly Clarkson.

( Trying hard to reach out But, when I tried to speak out Felt like no one could hear me Wanted to belong here But something felt so wrong here So I'd pray I could break away )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 3
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: A Xander gives his life for Dawn instead of Buffy- story.
Song by Twiztid.

( I'm pulsating in a strange and erratic fashion, I'm waiting what happens tragic Events keep on flashing I need to choke someone /.../ Got the feeling Got the craving of an animal Clothes covered in blood from necks that I sample )