Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 14
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Michelle Branch.
A/N 2: I hope the nicknames at the beginning won't make you too confused but it's only for a short while.
A/N 3: Just a short snippet!


Previously

( I've been searching deep down in my soul. Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old. It feels like I'm starting all over again. The last three years were just pretend, And I said, Goodbye to you )

I don't know if anyone cares and I realize that it's been longer than two years since I've updated my lj (and as result of that Borrowed Heaven) but RL has been crazy.

I graduated from College, moved back to my hometown and started a new a job.
It's finally quieting down and I hope to be updating and publishing new fics soon.

Thanks to my readers for their patience.

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 13
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Gavin DeGraw.
A/N 2: I hope the nicknames at the beginning won't make you too confused but it's only for a short while.

Previously

( I’m surrounded by identity crisis everywhere I turn. Am I the only one to notice? I can’t be the only one who’s learned. I don’t want to be anything other than what I’ve been trying to be lately. All I have to do is think of me and I'd be somebody. I’m tired of looking ‘round rooms wondering what I gotta do Or who I’m supposed to be. I don’t want to be anything other than me. )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 12
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song by Mika

Previously

( Wake up in the morning, Stumble on my life. Can't get no love without sacrifice. If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well. Mmm a little bit of heaven, But a little bit of hell )

Kinda short but it's here!


Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 11
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song with Linkin Park

Previously

( I've taken my beating. I've shared what I made. I'm strong on the surface, Not all the way through. I've never been perfect But neither have you )

*Waves*
Hi!

I know I´ve been absent but school has been overwhelming this semester.
And I'm finally home so I will have more time to write!
YaY!

However, my laptop, with all my notes, is currently powerless so I'm waiting for a new powercord which should arrive on Monday.

So a new chapter of Borrowed Heaven should be here on Tuesday at the latest.
and should be updated more often after that.

Hopefully you'll all forgive me!

Happy Holidays!

ToniCat

Tonight Smallville totally blew my mind!

( TINY SPOILERS )

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 10
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: Song with Kate Voegele

Previously

( One day I’ll turn around - I’ll see your hand reach out I’m only fooling myself. Oh - But maybe when you smile It means you’d stay awhile - Just maybe you’d save me now )

Youtube has deleted all my videos.
So I decided to upload them to metacafe instead.
All my embedded vids links have been changed to reflect that.

Sorry it's been so long.
Had some trouble transferring schools and then a small Writer's block popped up..
Hopefully it's gone now..
This chapter is kinda short but..
What's a girl to do...

Title: Borrowed Heaven
Chapter: 9
Spoilers: BtVS Season 4 & 5
Pairing: S/X
Rating: R
Summary: Xander finds out that sometimes death is not the end, it's only the beginning.
A/N: I'm pretty much gonna start messing up the canon timeline.
*Smiles*
A/N 2: Song with Martina Sorbara

Previously

( He said Take off your clothes for me, I've got a dirty fantasy. Your body's generosity could really be of use to be. Naturally I said, Certainly )